Well I've had dreams enough for one

and I've got love enough for three

I have my hopes to comfort me

I got my new horizons out to sea

But I'm never gonna lose your precious gift

It will always be that way

And I know I'm gonna find

my own peace of mind

someday

Where is this place that we have found

nobody knows where we are bound

I long to hear, I need to see

'Cause I've shed tears too many for me

But I'm never gonna lose your precious gift

It will always be that way

And I know I'm gonna find

my own peace of mind

someday

someway

On the wind

soaring free

spread your wings

I'm beginning to see

Out of mind

Far from view

Beyond the reach

of the nightmare come true

well I've had dreams enough for one

and I've got love enough for three

I have my hopes to comfort me

I got my new horizons out to sea

But I'm never gonna lose your precious gift

it will always be that way

and I know I'm gonna find

my own peace of mind

someday

someway

Sometimes its just easier to say things with lyrics. Hang in there Deftonesfan. I've been there, and I understand.

Thank You Camino. All I can do now is take it day by day.

Camino is a very thoughtful boy.

It's been a long time since anyone called me a boy, Mr. Blu.

I had to post the lyrics. I've lost too mnay people to suicide and this story brought all of that back in a rush. The song just came roaring into my head and was looking for a way out. I had to say something and the song says it better than I could have at that moment.

It does get better and it will take time.